For me

I know no one reads this. Maybe one of my sisters. But that's okay. She's all that matters anyway ;P

I keep writing on here because, like my journal, I like to look back and see the things I've posted, the things I've written about. And it reminds me to look at other blogs. How cute they are and what they (random people) think about things going on in the world or things that are trendy or just life in general.

Sometimes, I wish I didn't. Not because I disagree with them. Everyone has the right to their own opinion. But because sometimes the things they write make me sad. Or not sad, more like . . . put me in a roll my eyes kind of mood. Or a ranting mood. Or a "I wish I was that clever/creative" mood. This isn't good. So I have stopped. I just come on here to post (for myself and in case I'm incorrect in thinking nobody reads my blog) and I click sign out.

I don't want to be in a roll my eyes mood or a ranting mood or a "I wish I were that creative" mood. I am creative, in my own way. I am not the person who rolls my eyes (I try not to be, anyway) and I am not the person who wants to be known as "all she ever does is rant!". I want to be better. That's a goal of mine.

If I were the kind of person who rants or complains about things, I would. I have several things that bother me. But I talk about those with my husband, who is my companion and my best friend. He doesn't judge me. He understands me and can talk with me and shed a light on situations that I may not have thought about. For that, I am grateful. I love him. [Don't worry, I'll save the sappiness for another post ;) ]





I reread this post just now. I'm hesitant to post it. Why? Because I don't want to hurt someone's feelings (that's trendy now - can't do certain things or say certain things because you might offend someone *rolls eyes*), come across as ranting/complaining, or be seen as rude. I don't mean to be at all. I am strictly posting my feelings. I'll print a copy to put in my journal and add more details, of course. Typing is easier for me.

I'm posting it. Thanks for reading.